Happy New Year!
Happy January 2018!!
I hope you're all doing well!
I have been very honest on my blog, about the struggles before I had with "loving" myself. Through growing with truly loving my soul, I learned about "control", "blame", "how I react to other people" and "how those people react to me."
Once we take responsibility, see no blame and let go of control, you see things so differently. Last year was one of my best years yet! The way I see and act towards people is so different. How they react is about them, not you. Let them be.
I'm at the point now, to be a butterfly, no more caterpillar! It's time to breathe, forgive yourself, forgive everyone, and appreciate everything!
Time to live in this moment! Not the past or the future! We are "space", and we hold so much stuff in us! Time to get rid of it! Again, I know it's hard, because many of us have went through so much, but if you keep reliving in the past, "your story", that's what you will keep reliving. I even changed my sidebar, from "my story", to, "why I started to paint crows". That was just where I started, it's where I am growing from.
And, if you keep living in the future, you are going to miss the present and probably screw up your future! LOL!
Get excited about you!
I heard somewhere and I thought it was brilliant...."Enlightenment isn't a thing to chase, it's what you always are. You're just ignoring it!"
Starting today, I am going to do an hour of meditating. Connecting to my heart. I know I'm going to cry and laugh and I will see. There will be thoughts and when things come up, I will love them. I will hold them and love them, until they no longer have to be with me. And, then I know there will be "insights", that bring me inspiration. And, it's those insights, I am going to act on.
Who knows where this will take me. Am I scared of all the possibilities, no, but it's to act on all the possibilities. This is where fear always comes in, for so many of us. In our society, we always have to know everything, before we do anything.
The power is within us! Be you!!! "Listen"!!
To make me stick to this, I have told two people, if I don't continue, I will give them both $1000.00, and shave my head. One person is not part of my family, so I know they will keep me to this! That's why I took my picture off my blog, for now, just incase! LOL!
The first 30 days, I know are going to be the hardest, for me, I think! LOL! At the end of every month, I will let you know how I'm doing.
Let the fun begin! LOL!
Thanks for letting me share this 😀
I have finished one painting. It's 8" x 10", on linen canvas paper.
"The Possibilities Are Never Ending"
Something I'm working on.
I also designed a pair of leggings.
Big Hugs 🙂