Hi Everyone ;o)
Happy New Year ;o)
I have to tell you first, there is going to be some swearing in this post! You have been warned ;o) LOL! I don't want to offend anyone ;o)
You all know, I have had one fucked up 2014! I could say, a year, I would love to forget. I actually for some of the months stopped living! I hate people who manipulate, who are sneaky, who lie! I hate them even more, when they think they are better than you! And, make you feel, you have no self worth! I have always said, a person with a dollar and a person with a million dollars, is the same in my eyes! It's your soul, I only care about! I also hate when these people bring out the worst in you. Things that you never thought were in you!
Now, I have to say, as much as I would love to forget about this year, when I look back, I have had many blessings too! And, when I look at the people who wronged me, I have to thank them too, because I didn't realize how much I didn't love me! I also have to remember, they didn't make me stop living, I did it to myself! No blame. I have to take full responsibility! Hard to do!
You know, I didn't even dance on my birthday! Remember this? Yuck! LOL! This was my birthday!
Those yellow jackets were telling me to look inside my soul! That's why they swelled my eyes shut! You know I believe in signs!
Well, I get it now! It's time to take my power back! It's time to live and put myself first! It's time to truly love me ;o) Yes, I have to admit, I am still going through shit, but everyday is better, and I do truly believe ;o) You say in what? I believe in me ;o)
Speaking of signs, in 2013, I was given a purple glass heart from a friend. Well, when I was dusting my bedroom in 2013, I put it somewhere and I forgot where it was? All this year, I have been looking for my purple glass heart! Just last week I found it! Don't know why I put it in one of my drawers? But, when I held it, I thought of a saying Oma Linda had on her blog. "Daddy Jack's Saying- If you find a thing lost for many years, it will be the answer to dry those tears." When I looked at this heart, the answer came pure and simple to me, "love".
A quote from one of my Goddess Cards, " The lower levels of human bickering, judgment, and chaos are just that: lower levels. I choose to do my work from the level of the higher consciousness, where love reigns supreme. It's here where the most good can be done. So, focus your thoughts on the good things that you can find in people and rise above all appearances otherwise." "Unconditionally forgiving yourself and others and opening your heart to more love!" (forgiving is hard to do, especially forgiving yourself!)
Ok, lets get this party started! Enough being serious! LOL! I want to dance ;o) This song below, is my song for 2015 ;o) "Time Of Our Lives". You may not know this song, or you may not like this song, but for me, please turn up the volume and dance ;o) If you don't want to dance, just turn up the volume ;o) I'm watching you! LOL! Let's put out some good energy, to welcome in 2015 ;o) No more worrying! I'm trusting with all the love in my heart ;o)
"As we look to the New Year,
We have to hold on to what is good,
And, let go of what is bad!"
"Shake it Off"! LOL! Keep on Smiling ;o)
Love you all! You are all so important to me!!!!
Big Hugs, Happy 2015 ;o)
Happy New Year ;o)
I have to tell you first, there is going to be some swearing in this post! You have been warned ;o) LOL! I don't want to offend anyone ;o)
You all know, I have had one fucked up 2014! I could say, a year, I would love to forget. I actually for some of the months stopped living! I hate people who manipulate, who are sneaky, who lie! I hate them even more, when they think they are better than you! And, make you feel, you have no self worth! I have always said, a person with a dollar and a person with a million dollars, is the same in my eyes! It's your soul, I only care about! I also hate when these people bring out the worst in you. Things that you never thought were in you!
Now, I have to say, as much as I would love to forget about this year, when I look back, I have had many blessings too! And, when I look at the people who wronged me, I have to thank them too, because I didn't realize how much I didn't love me! I also have to remember, they didn't make me stop living, I did it to myself! No blame. I have to take full responsibility! Hard to do!
You know, I didn't even dance on my birthday! Remember this? Yuck! LOL! This was my birthday!
Well, I get it now! It's time to take my power back! It's time to live and put myself first! It's time to truly love me ;o) Yes, I have to admit, I am still going through shit, but everyday is better, and I do truly believe ;o) You say in what? I believe in me ;o)
Speaking of signs, in 2013, I was given a purple glass heart from a friend. Well, when I was dusting my bedroom in 2013, I put it somewhere and I forgot where it was? All this year, I have been looking for my purple glass heart! Just last week I found it! Don't know why I put it in one of my drawers? But, when I held it, I thought of a saying Oma Linda had on her blog. "Daddy Jack's Saying- If you find a thing lost for many years, it will be the answer to dry those tears." When I looked at this heart, the answer came pure and simple to me, "love".
A quote from one of my Goddess Cards, " The lower levels of human bickering, judgment, and chaos are just that: lower levels. I choose to do my work from the level of the higher consciousness, where love reigns supreme. It's here where the most good can be done. So, focus your thoughts on the good things that you can find in people and rise above all appearances otherwise." "Unconditionally forgiving yourself and others and opening your heart to more love!" (forgiving is hard to do, especially forgiving yourself!)
Ok, lets get this party started! Enough being serious! LOL! I want to dance ;o) This song below, is my song for 2015 ;o) "Time Of Our Lives". You may not know this song, or you may not like this song, but for me, please turn up the volume and dance ;o) If you don't want to dance, just turn up the volume ;o) I'm watching you! LOL! Let's put out some good energy, to welcome in 2015 ;o) No more worrying! I'm trusting with all the love in my heart ;o)
"As we look to the New Year,
We have to hold on to what is good,
And, let go of what is bad!"
"Shake it Off"! LOL! Keep on Smiling ;o)
Love you all! You are all so important to me!!!!
Big Hugs, Happy 2015 ;o)
I can relate in so many ways to your Post... often the most Challenging of times can cause one to recognize so many things about Self that you did not have revealed until you 'went through'. This past year has also been a year of much introspection and hardship, but I am also choosing the upper levels of Being to move into 2015 with Optimism and Faith that over Time I am being Improved in so many wonderful ways... not just by what happens that is Good... but also by what I've also had to Endure and Survive. Blessings for the New Year from the Arizona Desert... Dawn... The Bohemian
ReplyDeleteNice to meet you Dawn ;o) I wish you many blessings for 2015! I'm sorry you have had hardship as well!
DeleteI'm glad to hear you had time to reflect and grow. It's the hard times that make you a stronger person. I had a rough year but I've learned a lot and I suppose that's the most important thing to remember from 2014.
ReplyDeleteHave a happy new year!
As long as we are learning and becoming stronger, that is a good thing! Sorry you have had a rough year! Here's to an amazing 2015 ;o)
DeleteBeautiful, strong, lovely woman! I believe our whole purpose in this life is to look within, and accept what we find there, so that we can share that presence with the world around us. Blessed are we who know ourselves, and do not run.
ReplyDeleteNew Year's Blessings from the Mid-Atlantic Coast!
Big Hugs fearless fallen angel ;o) Thank you for your touching words ;o)
DeleteHappy New Year my Little Crow Friend! Put last year behind you and fly toward the future! Reminds me of the song "Cinnamon and Chocolate" lyrics I posted last year....
ReplyDelete"Hush, little baby bird
There is hope to spread across
All the seasons, all the moonlight,
Keeps the secrets
In the still before the dawn
There's the whisper, there's a song
When the morning comes
And night has gone, there's joy
There is joy"
Here's to a Joyful New Year! xox Diane
Big Hugs Diane ;o) I agree, putting 2014 behind me! I love those lyrics ;o) Give your fur babies hugs from me ;o) Here's to a great 2015 ;o)
DeleteGirl, I'm with you on the one heck of a year!! Seriously ill overseas and return home to end up in a terrible, terrible car accident and losing everything. Sigh. But you know what? We're both still alive and kicking butt! So, here's to a new year filled with amazing things!! xx
ReplyDeleteAlexandra, I know you have had a very horrible year! I have nothing to complain about, when I know what you have went through! You are an inspiration! Yes, here's to a great 2015!!! Big Hugs ;o) So many people have had a yucky 2014!
DeleteWishing you the most fantastic 2015 ... hope it is a year to remember :)
ReplyDeleteThanks so much! Big Hugs ;o)
DeleteStacy,
ReplyDeleteI pray 2015 will be a good here for you.
This year has not been a good one for you, I am sorry for all your pain!
Mine has not been the best either but I count all my blessings each and every day ...
Happy and blessed New Year .
xo
*year*
ReplyDeleteWe have to count our blessings Margie ;o) Thank you for your prayers ;o) They are felt ;o) Here's to a Happy 2015 ;o)
Deletewho ever had the nerve to do you wrong had no idea who they were dealing with, it may have knocked you down for a bit but my oh my you sound ready to fight back now! I want you on my side in times of trouble girl, you are a strong woman! I'll be dancing just for you,
ReplyDeleteLaurie, you are very special to me! I feel stronger, just from what you wrote ;o) I am always on your side! Big Hugs ;o)
DeleteThanks for dancing Laurie ;o)
DeleteCan just see you bustin' some moves to that bouncy little number :D...keep the dance in your heart and you'll be just fine :D XXX
ReplyDeleteYou are ready to start the New Year! I can feel your energy, and I am going to dance for us both! Hugs my dear friend.
ReplyDeleteThis has been a so so year for me. Many ups and downs. I'm not going to say it was a bad year, because I want to count the good things that happened. And I learned through the bad experiences. I'm working and hoping that this upcoming year will be a great year not for me but for all of us. One of the great things I'm thankful for the year 2014, is that I met you and your paintings Stacy. You are a wonderful person and a wonderful artist. I'm sure this upcoming year 2015, will be greater and better year for you.
ReplyDeleteoh you wonderful girl, Stacy i know your pain, i felt it for you, I felt my own pain stopping me from jumping in the car to go visit my brand new grand-daughter but i can barely make it to the shopping Centre. So like you said we all have shit to deal with and we can do the best we can,and be happy that we can do that much. I'm with you a 100% my sweet Stacy and I got up and danced my pain away, and what a great way, thank you for reminding me STacy we all bear so much pain in different ways and if you don't accept and cry about it, we're only hurting ourselves more, so thank you thank you thank you xxxooo all my love it'll be a super 2015!
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a really good new year's and a great 2015. I had a crappy 2014 too, on so many levels that this may have been one of my worst years ever. But I have a plan for making my life better in 2015, and I hope it works! I hope your 2015 brings all sorts of joy and sparklies!
ReplyDeleteHappy new year dearest Stacy - you are the most colorful crow ever. I just wish for you that you will see that in 2015!!!! Big hugs!!
ReplyDeleteMan, this post came at just the right time for me. Blessed Be! My 2014 involved a lot of letting go of negativity and just trying my hardest to be graceful. It's so hard! Thank you so much for sharing those quotes. I'll be re-blogging one for sure.
ReplyDeleteOh darling girl, my Daddy Jack would be so very proud of you. Not only did you find something you love but you saw what the universe was trying to tell you. I am so happy for you. It's a hard lesson to learn. To accept our part in our unhappiness but dance anyway at our ability to see, to learn, to forgive and to get on with it. I love you to the moon and back. You are a dear heart. xoxo Oma Linda
ReplyDeleteHi Stacy,
ReplyDeleteGreat song! I hadn't heard this one yet! I hope your 2015 is 100% better than your 2014. It helps when you actually feel sad for nasty people. That is how I view them. People who put others down clearly are not happy with themselves. Enjoy rocking in the new year!
Val
I am sorry you had a rough way to go and I can't fathom anybody treating you badly. I am looking forward to a better 2015, too! Nothing but the Best for you in 2015, Tootsie! Happy New Year! xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteI agree with Lee! Can not fathom anyone treating you badly! I hope you have put those jerks far behind you!
ReplyDeleteToo many people love you because you are a bright and shining soul. Do not ever doubt yourself, you have so much to offer.
Wishing you and your Mother a wonderful 2015!
In light and love-
gail x
Happy New Year Lil' Crow Gal, I'm dancin' with ya!!!!! Biggest hugs EVER!!! Deb
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year! Wishing you all the best for 2015.
ReplyDeleteWishing you and mamma crow the very best in 2015!!!! And yes, you know for a fact that I, too, also believe in signs ... truly! And I am with you on everything you have said here, Stacy!
ReplyDeleteMany ,many, many hugs and much love to you always,
Kim
HAPPY NEW YEAR, SWEETIE!!!
ReplyDeleteI predict this will be your greatest yet...and the problems of 2014 will become nothing more than a fading memory.:)
Lots and Lots of Love and Hugs xxx
Yay, Stacey! You go, girl. You deserve to be happy -- I hope you dance all through 2015. Happy New Year!
ReplyDeleteHappy 2015, my friend from afar. Keep on smiling and keep on fill your canvases with your lovely crows. In times of desperation in your words and paintings I always find something that helps me keep on living. Thank you for existing, Stacy! <3
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year dear friend. I can't tell you hard these last few week have been. You and your mom have made it a bit easier and I love you both for that. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteNicole/Beadwright
Here's to a positive, healthy and yellow-jacketless year! ♥!!
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, I'm so sorry 2014 was such a shitty year for you, Stacy! (Had to join you in a little swearing there. ;) Haha.) I just know you will turn things around for yourself. That attitude of yours rocks! You deserve the very best, lovely! ❤
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ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that your 2014 was not so great! 2015 will be better I am sure. You know I always say that if you didn't experience bad things how would you ever know and appreciate how good the good things really are? So here is me hoping that from now on you only have good things in your life, good people, and of course your art!
ReplyDeleteLOVE THE SONG!!! Yeah, this is a GOOD one for 2015 and I am moving as I type this!!! 2014 really sucked for so many people! I am glad you got through it...I am glad we all did! I hope you got my email about the package? Let me know. I do hope you know what a blessing and light you are for so many people. I am grateful to have you in my life! Big hugs to you and Mama Crow!
ReplyDeleteThat's what makes life a dream worth living every time--even the bad bits. They might not feel as wonderful while they are kicking our butts, but when we look back, we see!
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy you are your perky self again, and that you've gotten away from those that tried dampening your smile.
You are so loved! ♥
Stacy I truly hope you have a good 2015, it sounds like 2014 has been very tough for you indeed x
ReplyDeleteThe heart really does sound like a sign! Oh I have known too many people like that, but I am so lucky to have finally found so many amazing people! I hope this new year will be wonderful for you, always remember those that are cruel to us often are just jealous of our light!
ReplyDeleteYour positive energy makes me smile :) just remember the one's that want to pull you down are the one's that only make you stronger! I believe everything happens for a reason in this life and signs are everywhere if we choose to see them.
ReplyDeleteWishing you a very happy 2015
Summer
2014 really could have been a better year for a lot people. Here's to 2015!
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