Don't Stop Believing In You

You have to forgive me first off. My writing might be all over the place for this post. I am so much better painting, how I feel.

As you all know, this month, is the month where I get emotional. I start to think about the hospital and how fortunate I am. Christmas has always been emotional for me. I hear Christmas music and I start to cry! And, it's not tears of sadness, I feel the magic. I truly do ;o) But, now, I tend to cry more, because I think of the past, but I smile too, because I am here ;o)
Me in the hospital (don't look to close, I wasn't able to pluck my chin hairs for two weeks, or wash my hair! LOL!)

People these days are crazy and they are getting worse every year! The malls are packed. Nobody smiles. It's give me more and more. And, I am going to yell here, excuse me, PUT DOWN YOUR CELL PHONES! THEY ARE NOT NEEDED, EVERYWHERE YOU GO! I just heard today, that the train crash in Spain, was caused by the driver texting!!! EXCUSE ME???? 79 PEOPLE DIED! I don't even own a cell phone. I don't even know what an i-phone looks like! Wake up people!

Think about your family, friends, a stranger. It's not only about you! Open a door for someone, when you walk through it. I have to admit, when someone opens the door for me, I smile big time ;o) Makes me feel so good inside. Or when an older gentleman tells me I'm cute, I really smile ;o) That's what life is about ;o) Making other people feel good ;o) And, that doesn't mean you have to buy them something! Smile, be good to your neighbor ;o) I feel our society is changing for the worse! You know, I am not going to be like these people! No one will change me! I will keep smiling and keep believing! ;o) No one is going to take my spirit from me!

I know so many of you have went through so much this year and are still going through so many things! Makes my heart break, when I think of these things! I don't know what to say? But, I do know one thing, you can't stop believing! Believing in yourself!!!! You can't let your magic, your spirit die! Even when things get to the lowest, find your spark! Please!

Shit happens, I know it does! Everything from illness, death, losing a job, someone scamming a person, a loved one walking into your life one day and walking out the next. I don't know why this happens. But, you have to become stronger and a better person because of it and live each day to the fullest!

Me out of the hospital, with my favorite hat on. My mom made it for me and I wear it every winter ;o) A special gift, when I came home.

Smile, dance, have some wild love making with your mate ;o) Live ;o) Give your fur babies a hug ;o) Cherish nature ;o) Cherish life ;o) Cherish your family and friends ;o) And, when your soul shines, other souls around you will shine too!
Maybe those crazy people will be blinded by how bright our souls are shining and they might change? We can only hope ;o)
For all of those who have suffered over this past year in blog land and are still going through things, keep your fire burning bright and remember, we are here for you!!! I do believe in positive healing energy!

Big Hugs and Much Love To You All ;o) Never stop Believing ;o)
Oh and one more thing, you are beautiful! Don't ever think, you have to get a boob job to make someone love your more! That isn't love!!!!
xxoxoxoxo