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Friday, August 8, 2014

A Talk ;o)

Hey Everyone ;o)
It's been awhile ;o)
I'm here ;o)
This year I have been very emotional! I don't know if it's because of all the Supermoon's we are having! By the way, there is another one this August 10th, Sunday. One of the biggest and brightest one's of the year!

Today, I walked towards my mom, and I was crying my head off! Actually, I am crying as I type this! My mom got up so quickly! She thought I was in pain! I said nope, I am just crying!

I have to be honest, I haven't painted since my last post.

Last night, I got no sleep! I was awake at 3:00am. I lite one of my candles and just sat in bed.

Do you ever feel needy? You just want a hug? My head is just rambling and I am feeling so much energy around me!

Don't worry, I'm not going nuts! LOL! Well, I hope not! LOL!

Whether you believe or not, especially when I meditate, I see things and feel things. Not that I am telling the future, but I guess they are messages, signs. I have been meditating a lot, because I feel it's the only thing that is sort of calming me right now.

One good thing, my knee/leg is getting better ;o) I am so happy about that!

I just realized, I have never written a post like this before!

Please don't think there is anything wrong with me! There isn't ;o) I just needed to let somethings out ;o)

I just had a thought, "they" say, when you cry, you lose weight ;o) By tomorrow, I should have at least 10 pounds gone! LOL!

All of you mean so much to me! You really do! I truly, truly mean that!

I am way behind in blog land! It's not that I haven't been to your blogs. Sometimes, I turn on my computer, and I just don't want to type! I promise I will be commenting soon ;o)

Thanks for listening to my talk ;o)

This is part of what I look at, when I meditate ;o) (click on pic to make it bigger)
I'm sending you all many blessings ;o)
Big hugs xoxoxoox






43 comments:

  1. oh stacy I wish I could give you a big hug, something is brewing, maybe you will never know what it is but its a release of something, please know we are all here for you, I bet you scared the bee jeezuz out of Mama Crow, take care sweetie,

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  2. I myself have been going through some really hard times lately, but I'm doing better now.

    Keep well my friend.

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  3. That's a beautiful altar you have created! I especially like all the Divine Feminine imagery and energy it radiates. May meditation bring you heart's ease.

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  4. Dear Stacy
    I am happy you shared about what is going on, if I lived close by I would come right on by and give you a big hug as I am a big huggger ...LOL
    Sometimes I give Rose so many hugs , she says , 'you are squeezing too hard, nanny." haha, she is so cute and funny.
    It's so good you have your mom and I am sure she is a big help through all of you are going through.
    I am so happy that you leg is getting better, yay !!!!!

    There is nothing wrong with crying , I cry all the time, I cry when I am happy and then I cry when I am sad.
    I am a big cry baby ... LOL but that is who I am and I am not ashamed of it ... haha.
    I am trying to make you laugh , maybe I did, hope so.
    I can be a very sillly billy but I like being silly, it's fun to be silly ... haha

    I am here if you need me , you have my email .

    I was looking at the art I have of yours last night and I smiled.

    Sending hugs and love ...a big dose of both ...
    xoox

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  5. Oh, I loved seeing what you see when you mediate ... wonderful ...

    Keep smiling girl and keep on crying too, if that is what you need to do, I always feel better after a big ole cry, that's my story and I am sticking to it ... LOL

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  6. ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤

    Sending a multitude of hugs across the planet, lovely! The moon probably IS affecting you. I hope those tears are cathartic. Sometimes it's just good to have a cry and let it all out!

    Your altar is beautiful! Such a gorgeous collection and I adore that candle! xo

    ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤ ♥ ♡ ❤

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  7. I love the setting, I love you, I wish you the best, an a hint never take photo in a mirror we'll see everything but you, and you we love, I'm glad that you're feeling better, sometimes I try to meditate it's difficult for me, but I dream and i have nightmares, and if I wake up and remember, it happens, you want to talk about freeky, that's freeky, You're so loved you wouldn't believe it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxand crying is the best thing, once when I hadn't cried ever, I went to my bedroom took my pillow so I could scream all the rotten things happening to me, and I started screaming and it turned into a storm of crying for a while I cried non stop, than I stopped, and breathed better, it didn't see it coming, 'cause i never cried, kept it all in, now I cry whenever i want to forno reason, I wish if made me lose weight lol you're so beautiful you don't need to change at thing with love,me xxxx00000o:)

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  8. Oh, Stacy I so wish I could be there to give you a great BIG hug right now and tell you things will be okay! I do think that you are right about the moon affecting you! I, too, have been extremely emotional (a lot more than usual even for me) and even a bit irritable as well. I blame some of it on my "pre-menapausal state" but I realize that you are far too young for THAT issue! (just trying to make you smile) LOL!

    Please know that if you need me, you may contact me at anytime through my e-mail address.

    Sending you lots of love and light,

    Kim

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  9. Getting thoughts out with people who know and love you is just as helpful as crying or laughing for that matter. You have raised my spirits more times than I can count, and I hope you know that I am here for you anytime. Hugs.

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  10. Send a BIIIIG HUG your way..,can you feel it :) Love all the things you have on your altar..lovely collection and for sure so meaningfull! Take your time and do yourself good!! ♥ Conny
    Piaroms Art Journaling

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  11. Stacy I know what you mean. Emotions feel like they are going to drown us sometimes, and I'm not always sure all of them are my own. Sending you a big virtual hug. Your crows make me feel love when I look at them. Paint my dear. Perhaps it will let some of that emotion out.

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  12. Oh Sweetie...you're definitely NOT going nuts!!
    I'm very tearful at present too, so I can promise you're not alone.
    Wish I lived much closer. I'd give you a hug...and yes, I often feel needy these days too. Perhaps, as you say, it is these Supermoons...I had no idea there was another one tomorrow...that certainly explains a lot! LOL
    Seriously, though, I am here if ever you need someone to talk to. Please do e-mail me.
    So glad your leg is getting better!

    Big (virtual) Hugs xxx

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  13. My sweet and dearest, friend, you cry all you need to. It is a way for our bodies to release emotions that get built up inside of us.
    Sometimes we just cannot put a label on the way we are feeling and answers are not always right in front of our noses.
    With all of the problems of the world lying heavy on our shoulders and the world running amok, depression sets in quickly.
    During the last week I, too, visited some blogs just because I missed you guys. But I couldn't find the energy to comment either. So please do not feel bad. You are one of the best bloggers among us and one of the most positive and lovable!!!

    Great Big Hugs
    xoxoxo

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  14. Stacy my dear, I do so understand exactly what you mean.....just hang on, you will have your answer soon and I know you find some peace. xoxo Oma Linda

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  15. I'm sending you a hug so big and so tight that I wouldn't be surprised if I end up smothering you with all my love.

    Yes. That's my answer to your question. I think most of us feel like that sometimes, needy and weepy and sometimes for no obvious reasons. Maybe you were crying for a friend who needs those tears, but she/he/you don't know it yet. Maybe you just needed a crying cleansing. I hope it helped.

    Here is another hug ♥Magaly (((Stacy)) Magaly♥ You are so loved.

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  16. Awww! I'm sad to hear you are struggling now Stacy. I hope your spirits lift soon so you can get back to painting. If it's any consolation, most of us women get super emotional from time to time without a logical explanation. Something that men will never understand. :)

    P.S. Your shrine is awesome!

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  17. Hey sweet friend. It is the moons. I too have been crying, for no apparent reason. "Sensitive's" are more emotional and the crying is just part of it. You are not going Nuts..... hmmm let me think about that one. ha ha ha.... You are nutty already. (huge smile) Allow the emotion to work through you when these super moons are over things will calm down.
    Big hugs
    Nicole/Beadwright

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  18. Stacy, I think it's pretty normal to feel needy from time to time - we just don't admit it since it's supposed to be "weak" (I honestly have no idea why!). I sometimes cry for no reason at all - and no, I haven't lost any weight with crying. Wouldn't that be nice?
    You will feel better soon, I'm sure of that. Until then, just give in and let it go - it's good to have a real cry. Hugs.

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  19. Hello!!! I've shifted my blog BACK to blogger! Yeah!!! Cant wait to reconnect with you. :) x

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  20. Hello There Stacy!
    Oh my gosh! Yes, indeed. I truly believe ALL of us experience these sorts of emotions and feelings. Some people experience them more than others, but nonetheless, they are there. Some people cry, others (like me at times) sleep! You just hang in there, little trooper!!! After you have had a good cry or two, don't forget to focus on things that will help pull you out of your funk and bounce back to the beautiful person we all know and love and enjoy visiting! You Can Do It. We all believe in you. Sending you lots of ((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))). Get out those paints!!! I'm sure they miss you. Wishing you a Wonderful Week. XOXOXOX

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  21. Ah stacey hope you are ok, sending you a big hug. If you can send some of your knee magic this way that would be good, my daughter's boyfriend has done some serious damage to his now! lots of love xxx

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  22. It's the super moons! We have had so many this year. I've missed the summer ones as our woods block the view and this last one it was raining :(

    I love what you look at when you meditate. Meditation is a great way to center yourself.

    We are both behind on blogging :)

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  23. Stacy, sending you a big ((hug)) I get that way too when I start my period.
    hormones...
    and I eat everything in sight.
    Now, I want to cry so I can loose weight . It would take me LOTS of crying to loose this HUGE BUTT.. Ha aha

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  24. Well big hugs from me! I feel like that frequently (but I have to hide it, what with kids around and all. :) )

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  25. Hi Stacey!
    It's so cool that you meditate (I sit still for too long with no thought and it never lasts) and your meditation area is so awesome (sorry - I'm not that good with words)! Is that one of Mum's paintings I see? A ramble is always good!
    I'm sending you lots of hugs and happy thoughts now!
    Hope you have a wonderful day Stacey!
    Memphis

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  26. Hi Girly, You have a lot of friends that you can talk to. We are all behind you as to whatever you want to talk about. We all have the need to feel needy. A big hug goes a long way....so I'm sending you many. Hang on to what you've got...better things will come your way. Hi Mom.

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  27. You have no idea how much you are loved if you knew, you'd cry harder from sheer Joy

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  28. I think with all the sadness in the world right now it is difficult not to feel it when we tune in to the energies. I must send you something to make you smile, and protect you when you meditate <3 XXX

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  29. When I feel needy, hugs really help! A soft animal to hug helps too! Sometimes I hug the dog-in-law when we go around there, I have a bird, but he's kind of wicked and mercurial, he does bites more than hugs! It also does seem true that creative people are more moody, sometimes it can be hard, but if we create something wonderful at the end, it is all worth it, isn't it?

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  30. Stacey everyone needs to vent once in a while. And I should know because here I am up at the crack of dawn because I woke up at 4 and couldn't go back to sleep from all the things rambling around in my mind. Crying is a release and often makes one feel better afterwards. Life is painfully beautiful. Sometimes I complain but I feel like the luckiest woman in the world. I have a wonderful, caring husband and daughter. My extended family while sometimes they can be frustrating are nearby. Sometimes when I start putting too many things on the agenda I get overwhelmed. And that is when I know I need to take a step back and tell myself tomorrow is another day. Perhaps you should do that as well. Take a walk, enjoy a beautiful day, sit in the sun as it washes over you, photograph a sunset and look at the stars. When you look at the stars you realize how insignificant your problems are and appreciate the beauty before you. Wishing you happiness and luck and if I could I would reach out across the internet and give you a great bit hug.

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  31. Sweet Stacy take a deep breath, you have so much talent so much beauty you share, that's a gift sweety. Ok now I vent, stupid google stole all my photos from summer, spring, and fall from my picasa3 album, how low can you go. So for now i only have my writing blog, and will take more photos of the marina, of fall,etc, but \i will not be on blogger \i'll find something else and don't worry you will always know where I am...and take care of yourself you mean so much to me and to so many people, wish i was there we could cry together ;) xxx

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  32. Dear Stacy, you are not crazy. You have a heart of gold and it is clear you feel so much for so many. Perhaps it's time to turn the computer off for a while. Sometimes the internet invades our lives too much. This does not mean you are cold and uncaring...it means you are human and you need a rest. I know that when I feel emotional about things, the healthiest thing I do for myself is get alone for a while. It restores my soul. And don't forget the basics: healthy eating, plenty of water, rest and exercise. They are essential to keep the body and mind ticking.

    And you do not have to visit every blog and every post if you don't want to. That would make you Super Blogger. Everyone understands that we artists/bloggers can't be all places, all the time. So take some pressure off yourself and be okay with just doing what you want to and what you can.

    You are such a loving woman Stacy. Don't forget to love yourself. I really think you need to rest. Sending love.

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  33. We all feel that way from time to time. Knowing that is comforting in itself. The important thing is that you have a strong support system. Don't feel bad about asking for help when you need it. We can't be Superwomen!!!

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  34. and of course i re-opened my photo blog , well they are my photos, they're my reason for living...take good care of yourself, you are so loved,,,,

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  35. I hear you and I understand. There are times we feel down for no apparent reason, for nothing and everything, and it helps to get it out there, share and vent and try to make sense of it. Sometimes we get answers and sometimes we don't but know you are not alone. Ever. Hugs and hope today's a good one!

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  36. Dear Stacy, life is a mystery to most of us!!! I loved to read your honest post - not a lot of them out there!! I hope you feel better and I am happy to see that your leg is better. Remember, tears is watering the roots of the heart :-) I loved to see the little bird in the photo!!!! Sorry for being late - I have been away for a couple of weeks

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  37. Oh my once gain my comment has disappeared ~ hee hee tis those gremlins isn't it !
    I too have been a teary eyed girl lately ~ in good times and in sad times it just seems I am just feeling deeply lately. Not a bad thing really , but very sensitive to my surrounding and yes a bit needy at times come to think of it.
    Hugs to you sweet girl as you go through your cleansing tears.
    The moon does tend to move us in mysterious ways, doesn't it.
    We love you here at the farm. Tell your mom we said Hello.
    Glad you stopped by today and left a comment .
    Smile at the stars my friend.
    Willow

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  38. hi sweetie hope you feel better, I have uploaded picasa3 and it brought back all my photos isn't that great, now where am i suppose to post my photos, google will only copy them all back to google what to do, where to go ahhhh

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  39. So sorry you are feeling sad. You have the blues. It will pass. Have you done a Crow crying? ....well make your Crows work it out for you.
    Janice

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  40. Hoping things get better for you soon. :(

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  41. I came over from Lisa grahams blog. I saw what you wrote and thought it compelling. Now reading this I understand even more. You are not alone in the blues and I feel you are smart to share. It makes other going through the similar emotional ups and downs realise they are not alone.
    Lisa came along for me as I was experiencing great stress and she lifted my spirits and I in turn related to her sadness over the loss of her beloved mother.
    Sending you a genuine hug of love and understanding.

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  42. Hey honey, we all understand! I've felt similar so many times in my life. I think you are right about the Super Moon, we are all connected to the rhythms of life and we feel things we don't always understand. Just this week I woke up at 430am and couldn't go back to sleep, I got up at 5am... yes something is in the air. Your readers have left such wonderful comments above, I think they have said it all and have left you with much love! ~ Diane :)

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